Since You Appeared In My Life, Theres Nothing More Important Than You.!!

2011-03-11T02:18:00.000+08:00

so sorry for the tioman pictures because its all in the digital camera...

i haven upload to my netbook yet..

next time alright ^^

yesterday went to Raffles Place to hand up the surveys..

then went to look for Adeline's birthday present..

cos this coming saturday she is treating us dinner..

so must get a present for her..

we went to Suntec to see what to buy for her..

then we went Carrefour to see wine..

at last we decided to buy Sake for her..

since she like to drink so much..

& while we are looking out for her present,

we also went to look at our camping things^^

we have been saying that we wana go camping for so long..

now we have finally decide to go on 26th of this month..

like this we can also celebrate our 5th mth anniversary..

took afew pictures at suntec..

should look familiar~

cos its the Fortune/ Lucky Fountain..

(something like that lah)

cant really remember the name..

after phototaking session, we went to eat Kenny Rogers!!!!!

1st time eat Kenny Rogers with my darling..

quite a memory..

dear dear so bad at the restaurant still want to ask me where we heard the song that they are playing before..

but i still cannot remember.. =.=

sorry deardear my memory really suckks lahx..

even though now i still dont know the tittle of that song lohx..

jialat leh..

went to romantic awhile then he send me back already..

muackkss dear i love you my one & only..

today was a super sad day for me..

cos we quarrelled..

& the reason is i said what kind of house is this ahr? how can have no sugar?

=.= i seriously tot that he wont be super angry but then in the end leh..

we quarrelled like hell..

& i shouted at him also..

sorry deardear for saying those words & shouted at you..

i dont mean it one but i dont know why i always say this kind of words..

but i wont ever think that your family is one level below me one hor..

i love you & i love your family too..

and i think your dad heard us quarrel then told your mum..

cos your mum tonight suddenly told me that your house cook very simple one so sui bian eat lohx.. =.=

feel really bad about it..

PS: deardear I love you, so I will also love your family.. i dont ever feel like your family is poor or doesnt match my status. & i am also not any rich girl, so dont feel that i dont like your family or condemn them.. cos i always say things that i dont mean it..

2011-02-20T04:45:00.000+08:00

ohh yeahhh~~~
monday going tioman lohx..
hahaha 1st overseas trip with my baobei..
will upload all the pictures once i finish everything..

hmmmm..
that night spent a whole night thinking about a question from my darling..
he say that if now wana marry then marry loh,
wana have a baby anytime he will be willing..
then he ask me whether i wan it now..
LOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i totally got stuck at this question..
cos deep inside my heart i wana have one with him and enjoy being a mother..
but then back to reality ah~ah its the wrong choice..
we have already plan our future to be getting married in 5 years time..
if everything happens now it will be too soon and its a super heavy burden for him..
so after deep thinking i decided to go back to original plan..
although heard that Hc and my sis both are gona get engaged soon i am abit xin yang yang..
and another friend is pregnant going to give birth soon..
but Hello??!!!! its not time yet Celeste..!!! come back to reality..
ok lah dream of it can lah but not in real life..
5 years only mah will get through one..

now we are all super anxious and excited over the tioman trip..
Weeeeeee finally ahr can go overseas without parents already..
time to relax and enjoy~
let everything goes as it is bah^^
we are definitely gona have an awesome trip there..
last but not least deardear..
will you blame me for having these kind of immature thoughts?? hahaha cos i also canot control it..

ok got to go sleep already..
tomorrow stilll got packings to do..
Looking forward to Tioman!!!
Tioman here we come........

2011-01-21T00:15:00.000+08:00

Pulau Ubin Trip..

yesterday went to Pulau Ubin with my honey..
we went there for cycling^^
the map is really funny lohx..
i see the map i already totally lost lerhs lohx..
hahahaha...
all those names and route dont understand..
ok maybe i abit stupid lah but seriously it doesnt says where u are..
LOL then if im lost then die already lohx..
but luckily it was a super sunny day..
was quite tiring after that cycling session..
we both quite weird one..
got road we dont wana cycle wana go up the bumpy grassy slope up the hill..
but at least in the end when we reach the top, the scenery was damn awesome..
the picture is above~
although while cycling up i was cursing and swearing..
i still managed to reach the top..
it shows that cursing and swearing is also a way to push urself..
hahahahaha...

my darling sorry that i keep wanting to help you save money so we have to pause alot of activities and plans..
i know you will be unhappy about it but i dont wana you to spent your money now on these..
you need these money during ns not now..
if you wan after ns we still can continue,
we got a whole lifetime to get into each and everything..

PS: Honey just dont argue with me and say I Love You to me, because u know I Love You..!!

I had a fun time yesterday..
Thanks deardear for the day..
im gona miss u alot alot alot when u go to thailand..
2 more days before you leave..
jialat liao lah i bu she de let you go..
5 days is not short leh..
-Tears-

2011-01-18T17:52:00.000+08:00

Yishun Orchid Country Club

Squash Court..

Me and my darling went to Orchid Country Club!!!!!
we went swimming 1st then after that we change and went to play squash..
was super tiring~~
that squash was quite fun^^
but its quite tiring cos we keep squatting up and down to pick up the ball..
LOL..
ok lah dont expect much as we both 1st time playing squash leh..
but we can continuously hit for 10 times..
hahahaha...
too bad we dont have any picture of us at the swimming pool..
but next time we will try to take more..
we still have alot of things that we haven try yet, and alot of things we haven do together..
many plans are coming, but time is not enough already..

deardear is going in army in March 15..

I will miss you alot my deardear..

i am so sorry that i booked my remodule lessons in Feb and not in April..

so i will have lesser time spent with you..

but please know that no matter what i am doing, i will always be missing you and thinking of you..

i know i have been upsetting you and making you angry quite often..

but after everytime we quarrel, i realise how much you care for me and how deep you love me..

so i will try my best not to make you angry in future..

but pinky promise me ok? promise that you will always be there for me for my entire life..

because we still have to chat and laugh until we are old,

& holding each other's hands walking till we cannot walk,

even hugging each other to sleep when we have no strength to walk..

i believe 2 years is not gona break us apart..

because we both know deep inside we love each other the most..

and we both also promised each other that you are going to marry me,

i am going to marry to you..

making our little family plan come true..

my chipmunk is going to miss you alot too..

PS: No matter how many years i am going to wait for you, i will.! and no matter how short your hair will be even botak, you will always be my baobei laogong.. no one is able to take over you.. pinky promise to you that i will wait for you..

2011-01-02T23:28:00.000+08:00

Happy New Year to everybody^^
2011 lohx start of new year so whats your aim for this year??
mine is to finish my studies, earn alot of money!!!
and most importantly be by my Darling's side and go through thick and thin..

we went to watch the fireworks..!!!!
this year's fireworks last quite long, 10mins lehx..
ok lahx quite worth waiting..
start of a new year lohx
i realise i love my baobei Laogong even more & even deeper~
now i feel that no matter what happens its alright because i have my darling by my side..
as long as he is with me nothing else seems to matters..

i miss him alot..
today never meet him :(((((
cos i went shopping with my parents..
but i got a LV bag^^
muhahahahaha....
which cost fucking expensive..
after LV shop went dinner and tv searching..
finally reach home at 8plus 9..

anyway had a great time this new year..
pictures taken:

PS: Deardear thanks for everything you have done for me so far.. for this whole year lets all keep working hard and achieve our aims together^^

I Love You My Dearest Baobei Laogong~

2010-12-26T22:21:00.000+08:00

My Christmas Present from my Baobei Laogong^^

Had a good night with my baobei laogong, my sis & alvin at Summer Breeze..

we 4 did a super crazy thing together..

which is to dance in the dance floor~

LOL just to win a bottle of wine..

another bottle is won when we pull people out to dance..

super sord that night..

muuaaccckksss thanks deardear for giving me a happy night^^

today is our 2nd month anniversary~

but in the end we quarrel =.=

haixx..

because of a joke..

sad lohx miss him so much wana msg him wana call him..

but then already quarrel until like that he also dulan until like that how to call..

even if call lerhs he also will give me a bu shuang tone,

so i rather not hear those kind of tone which will cause me to have emo feel..

today feel very bad..

stomach cramp & pain, gastric pain, having abit of fever and diarhea..

haixx canot call deardear canot msg him..

suan lerhs see how 1st bahx..

today not in mood to post..

2010-12-08T23:42:00.000+08:00

finish work lohx..!!!!
quite tired one lehx actually is everyday like this work..
but nevermind as long as i see the $$ no matter how tired i also will go work one..

yesterday night 12 am just celebrated my Darling's birthday!!
finally can post already..
cos i wanted to give him a surprise so cannot write in my blog in case he read ahrx..
chiong until i siao lohx..
was actually planning to leave work at 6pm, but last minute customer come..
lan lan lohx have to wait..
wait until 7pm finally can go lerhs then JAM!!!!
WTF lohx seriously..
bo tai bo ji jam lohx..
it not even accident, just afew road barriers at the road side..
waaaa kan dulan ahrx..
was super late for baking already still jam..
rushed over darling house to bake the cake..
luckily i asked bing rong to drag darling for me if not he sure go home one..
anyway Bing Rong thanks ahrx^^
we all gave him a small surprise birthday party at his house..
ok lahx not really counted party..
just afew friends and family members to celebrate with him..

Here are the pictures:

Happy Birthday to Darling~

Birthday Song Time..

Make A Wish~

1st Cut On The Cake..

Cutting Session..

Lastly, Our Only Pic That Night..!!

after the cake session,

i still got 2 present to give Darling..

1st one, a picture holder which i think is quite cute..

cos his photo frame really cannot make it lohx =.=

2nd & last present...

deng deng deng deng~~~~~~

a photo album which i decorated with alot of our memories~

theres movie tickets, sentosa pass, songs of the sea~

skyride, pictures, receipts, and hearts made out of paper..

hahahaha..

no pics for the album lehx i forgot to take =.=

didnt know what to buy for him so i decide to make one myself..

& the words i have been waiting for really came out of his mouth..!!

i will always remember that night which u said to me..

i can still remember the expression on your face..

but nevertheless even if you never say to me those 3 words again,

i will still be contented..

because those 3 words you said it to me with the feel that i will be your only one~

so thats more then enough^^

you've once made my birthday the best birthday ever,

so now i will try my best to make your birthday the best birthday ever too..

so did i succeed??

PS: Darling im already starting to miss you.. we still have many days to go before we meet.. So so so sorry lehx, i know now we cannot meet often & u feel that have gf like no gf.. i also wana meet you but i dont wana you to waste money on travel fees..

2010-12-05T00:43:00.001+08:00

today super tired ahrx..
slp for 5 hrs then end up working 10hrs =.=
miss my darling so much~
3 days never meet him lerhs..
haixx, bo bian lahx..
need to save $$ is like this one..
actually today was thinking of meeting him but then dont wana him to waste cab fare..
so ren lohx, canot go meet..

in the end lehx,
my sis & her bf meet him go fishing..
waaaaa super dulan lohx..
never jio wo..
wana meet also cannot..
kan dulan call me sis kp Zzzzz
then still very bu shuang lohx..
kup my darling call i also dont know why..
too angry lerhs bahx..
work until yao si yao huo then go home everynight be guai guai girl..
they all go enjoy..
not fair!!!!!!

they always go out never jio me one..
go summer breeze also like this,
go fishing also like this..
work until backpain headache in the end still cannot go out enjoy abit..
he also very good lohx, i kup his call already feel abit guilty call back he also kap my call lohx..
talk to me also like very bu shuang =.=
he kup my call i still holding on to the phone for like 5mins..
i was thinking issit he cannot tahan me or i always do the wrong thing..

feel like crying lohx..
emotional side come again..
hate this feeling alot..!!!
i keep waiting for my hp to ring, but i guess tonight it wont ring lerhs bahx..
the most he msg me say he reach home lerhs lohx..

tomorrow working again..
another 8hr plus 9 hrs to go~
everyday slp 5 or 6 hrs will die lohx..
then so xin ku still cannot meet my darling..
dont even know he will miss me anot..
last night i so bu she de off the line with him..
chat until 3plus 4 then slp =.=
tonight no need chat liaox..

watch tv bahx..
lol my only entertainment at home..
walao the headache come again..
stop here bahx if not brain cells going extinct soon..

2010-12-02T23:17:00.000+08:00

finally got time to post..
started working lohx..
still got alot of things to learn & memorise..
but working is better then doing nothing at home..
now got even lesser time to accompany my darling..
sorry lehx darling, no choice lahx..

this month is gona be a tough month cos we both also POK liaox =.=
so bo bian lahx have to save abit..
i have decided to cancel my appointment next tuesday~
dont wana stress you & myself, another reason is to save $$ lahx..
its unnecessary one actually..

quite tired lerhs so lets stop here 1st..
PS: I am still waiting~ dont make me wait too long ok? although i know that it is not a must to say but it can really warm alot of the girl's heart.. as for the appointment lehx, lets agree on not going ok? as long as u are here with me nothing matters^^

2010-11-27T23:11:00.000+08:00

Yesterday night went to watch movie..
Rapunzel!!!!
the horse is super cute & Shuai lohx..
hahahaha..
& that Cupid.. OMG
its sooo sooo sooo Cute!!!

after movie went for supper..
that supper is my breakfast cum lunch cum dinner lohx =.=
& yet i eat only like half bowl of noodles..
like slimming session.. Zzzz
spent the night at my Darling house~
then today he late for work AGAIN lohx..
jialat lehx him..
i set my alarm 11.30am & 11.40am..
i can off my alarm & go back to slp =.=
i also super lazy to wake up..
in the end lehx,
jump up at 1pm..
jitao super late for work..
he went to work at about 3plus!!
thats super duper late..

i went home & faced my netbook for the whole evening..
sianx lohx, suay suay headache for the whole evening..
PEK CHEK AHRX!!!!
but now ok lerhs lahx..
finally back to normal state~

tomorrow still have a date with my Darling mother at late afternoon..
we going Bugis walk walk..
i gu yi make my Darling stress his brain cells..
hahahaha..
i ppurposely dont wana tell him who i go out with let him guess..
he guess until going ki siao soon..
ok lahx now im gona tell him lerhs,
dont be so cruel to torture his brain~

PS: finally over 1 month lerhs.. seems like we have been together for very long already.. muackks love my Darling~ remember we still got a pact, 7 years where enough.. hahaha..^^

2010-11-25T18:28:00.000+08:00

Finally ahrx, finally everything settle lohx..
feel so relieve, i think Darling also feel the same^^
he should be quite stress for the past few days..
now can relax lohx..

today staying at home for the whole day =.=
but ok lahx since i settle my licence thing lerhs..
can rest at home..

although yesterday meet my darling already,
but today still misses him alot..!!!
nevermind i still have my Pudding to accompany me..

i shall stop here..
continue next time^^

2010-11-23T03:16:00.000+08:00

back to continue my posting~
errmmm by the way i also forgot where i stop lerhs lohx..
but anyway thanks my precious sis & alvin for my birthday,
& the most important of all,
Thank you my lovest Daryl^^
i know you spend alot of time & effort on me..
its all in my heart so no worries, everything will be kept nicely and sweetly inside me..

although just now it hurts to know that you don't trust me,
but if what i promise can gain your trust.. Why Not?
i know you will suspect me because you cared about me..
but lets put a stop to all these problems ok?
like you say if one of us is not happy, it won't be happiness..
HOWEVER!!!!
you also must promise me one thing alright?
promise you won't say you will let me go..!!!!
DON'T ever say that again..
if not seriously i will strangle you ALIVE lohx..
Wow, 1st time we can quarrel lehx..
all these while we cannot even get into a fight but yet tonight we broke that record..
1st time i cried for you, 1st time we quarrel, 1st time you get so angry with me..
so many 1st time, but not sure whether it is a good or bad thing lahx..

PS: I have long chosen the one I wana be with, so no matter who comes into the picture the story won't change.. & that chosen one is you Daryl Ng Jia Jun.!! from here i say Sorry to you for making you worry & angry.. but even if time could turn back & let me choose again, my decision will always be the same.. no matter how many times you rewind back..

2010-11-22T16:44:00.000+08:00

Birthday Surprises^^

Birthday over lohx..
finally got time to update..
hmm lets recall what I did yesterday..

Woke up in the morning tabao breakfast for Dar,
which actually is my mum tabao one lahx..
waited for him under block for about 10mins,
& he showed up with a special 1st surprise for me..
which is....
deng deng deng deng~
Flowers!!!
total shock lohx..
can never imagine he will do this kind of thing..
totally unexpected..!!

breakfast settled at his house..
went to Marina Square to watch Harry Porter..
this fucking movie ahrx really no comment lohx..
super boring 1st time watch Harry Porter until gona fall aslp.. =.=
boring alone still acceptable, but its is damn long..
FUCKING 2HOURS PLUS..!!!!!

after that boring & long movie went to Changi Village..
Dar still told me wana go there have dinner & meeting my sis over there..
so we walk walk awhile lohx..
but who knows they are planning something..
when we reach near the beach both my sis & her boyfriend Alvin appear..
& most importantly they even decorated the whole area with candles & started singing Happy Birthday song..
this kind of surprise from them who ehh tahan LOL
super shock but also super song lahx.. hahahaha...
the 3 of them planned for the past 2 days for all these..
Touched daox right..
BBQ time!!!! but afterall alot of food is still leftover..
Had a happy time with them last night^^
1st time my sis got put in so much effort into my birthday lohx.. hahaha...

Back to Dar house for the night~
he drag me to his room 1st thing after i close his house door =.=
but that scene was damn fucking super sweet & romantic.. OMG!!
3rd surprise of the day..
he decorated his whole room by himself just to surprise me..
he told me this is the budget way lahx..
but then this is far more better then having an expensive dinner at some restaurant or just spend some money elsewhere..
this is the best birthday present ever!!
Thanks Darling.. Love You Muackks..!!!!

going out now..
shall update again~

2010-11-21T12:52:00.000+08:00

Finally wait until my birthday lohx..
Happy birthday to myself,
Happy birthday to myself,
Happy birthday to Jia Huan,
Happy bithday to Celeste~
hahahhaaha..

Abit sord sord one ahrx..
Sing birthday song to myself..^^
anyway thanks for those who wishes me..
Love you all!!

Enjoyment time..!!
update again~

2010-11-20T02:57:00.001+08:00

Deleted my past and lets start anew..
From here on..
with my darling Daryl starts a new story..

Now then i realise how much he love me..
this is call 生在福中不知福..
he did alot of things for me which i think maybe i took for-granted
for the 1st time i feel that i have been loved so much by someone..
Still remember Sentosa? the place where we started..
a super normal and average looking girl like me can actually get hold of your true heart..
its really hard to believe, seriously..
BUT i do believe the heart and the love you have for me is real..

because of me you hide our relationship & faced your friends..
& then fall out with your brothers because of me..
and you stand by me all these times never even think of leaving..
you sacrifice so much for me yet theres nothing i can do for you..
i feel i sucks to the max, what kind of girlfriend am i seriously..
who am i to let you do so much for?
yet tonight i fucking cb to do something that worries you..
and then make you dulan =(((((
i fuck right? super fucker correct?

PS to my beloved Dar: So sorry to make you worry all these times, and sacrifice so much. My love for you is definitely true.. so after all these problems we settle it will be my turn to sacrifice for you ok? lets pinky promise..^^ & lastly i wana say it out loud

DARYL NG JIA JUN I LOVE YOU!!!!